So I'm still waiting to hear back from PA school, but I've already gotten two rejections, but funny, none of them are the 5 that are in Philly, which is where I really really want to go to school. But I'm still working at Applebee's as a waitress and I've pretty much gone as far as you can go in the world of waitressing at applebees, sad that I did it in less then two months. I feel more like I'm babysitting and I work with some pretty immature people, but then I meet some great people and work with some wonderful people. I'm still looking for another job though, just for my own sanity really.
Our new house is absolutely beautiful and we love it. Dad works on it all day though just because any house built in 1850 has a lot of work that needs done. He's been working alot on the electrical and today got it so our door could actually open. Nate and Mari are coming out for when Matt gets home and we're having a Halloween party in the Ballroom.
Right now I'm just trying to make sure I'm doing what the Lord wants of me and I'm having trouble distinguishing it. I spent the day watching taped General Conference and all I got out of it was that whatever he wants of me I'm supposed to obey with a broken and contrite heart. Sometimes I get scared when I get these feelings, this is how I ended up in Ethiopia, Austria, DC, EFY, pretty much everything I've done in my life. but I just feel that this is something big. So anyways, just trying to get my thoughts down and figure out what I'm thinking really. But I am searching daily right now for the right answer.
